# My husband earned less than me for a decade, so I paid more towards our expenses. I want him to repay me

My husband’s pay has increased considerably since then, although he still earns less than me. I told him to pick up the slack and pay more until my extra share is paid off because I know he can afford it now. I have built three houses, all paid off, and stashed money for our children’s 529 plans.

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He gives me a fixed sum towards the expenses, saves the rest of his money, and expects me to pay all the other expenses. He was in the military, so the kids can use his GI Bill toward their education, but that does not amount to much compared to my contributions.

I have not even added any interest, just the initial outlay. This has become a major issue in our marriage. Otherwise, we are happily married. Am I unreasonable for asking him to pick up the tab, and put his savings towards paying me off the extra money I contributed towards our lifestyle?

Distressed spouse

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Dear Distressed,

Until debt repayment do us part.

That is not the kind of vow you usually hear at weddings, and with good reason. It would stun the guests. You entered into a partnership with the man that you love, where you both contribute to your future and your children’s education. You do this in the hope that one day you can both look back on your life, and perhaps enjoy your grandchildren, and feel the warmth of your memories of many years of marriage. I don’t think either of you signed up for a marriage of bookkeeping.

Counting every cent and keeping a ledger disrespects your husband, demeans your marriage, and turns your commitment to love, honor and respect each other into a squalid business arrangement. You are the village shopkeeper, and your husband is a hapless customer who runs up a tab over the years. Every time he comes into the store looking for a loaf of bread and a pint of milk, you lick the top of your pencil and studiously add it to his bill.

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Of course, there’s nothing wrong with an arrangement where you both pool a percentage of your incomes to personal savings, joint savings, your life together and your children’s futures. I want to be very clear about that. But asking your husband to repay money that you contributed to your children’s 529 plans and homes because he earned less than you robs you both of the joy of creating a life together with unconditional love and support.

Your question goes beyond your relationship. I suspect this need to count every bean has its roots in your childhood. I have a few questions for you: Did you feel taken advantage of as a child? Did your parents fight over money? Did one of your parents pay for everything while the other parent deserted your family, or took no responsibility for anything?

I’m grasping at straws here, obviously. The issue has nothing to do with money. Your husband is not cheating you.

You are cheating yourself.

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